You're so nice and you're so smart
You're such a good friend I have to break your heart
Tell you that I love you and tear your world apart
Just pretend I didnt tear your world apart

But I did, didn't I?

I am just tired. Tired of all the fights, repeated explanations, everything. WHY is it so difficult to understand if I dont want to go to a certain place? WHY does everything have to become an ego tussle? Its always " You wouldve done it had it been him". Where does he come in between? I am trying, I am trying so hard to keep everything separate, keep both of them happy, including myself. But no, that isnt possible. Its either her or him. All I want is to be happy, without having to worry about these everyday fights, everything.

All I want is my peace of mind, that's all.