Been a few days, and life seems to be pretty much on track. A new boyfriend, 12th grade and the Singapore exchange. Not to mention the badge I cared so much about. And everything seems to be good. Atleast on the surface. Not to say I am not happy with 12th grade, or my boyfriend (who, btw, is ABSOLUTELY awesome, best one I could ever have). But yet, I am not as happy as I can be. Maybe its just the day. Or maybe its because of "discussions" with too many people. Whichever it is, I find myself unable to come out of the cycle I was in always in. She's right, I DO tend to get too involved in lives. And then find it tough to come out. I should really not care about him anymore, but I do. And that creates another moral dilemma.
Bleh, I just need to get over all this mess, and fast. I wish I do.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
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