Hurting, at times. :P

Someone once said, " The only people who can hurt you are the people you give that power to". I had honestly thought whatever power I had given to you, was taken back, but no, you still have the power to hurt me even when you dont try. Things arent the same again, the way they were in 11th grade. My entire friend circle has changed, if I have one anymore, that is. xD People have started drifting apart, or maybe its just me. But, whatever be the case, I'm just not friends with the same people anymore. And it hurts, at times, but then again, I'm to blame, for most things.

I try to be good. A good student, debater, quizzer, friend, girlfriend, daughter and a good human being. But lately, all this has been getting to me. "Its too much!", my mind says in a whiny little voice, reminiscent of a certain someone. :P

I've stayed up nights, talking to you about YOUR dreams, YOUR goals, trying to be your support throughout. But probably it would have helped if I were a bitch to you, and hotter, probably. Maybe, that would get you to run behind me the way you do to her. I've done a lot in the past year, and I'm done. Finished. I just cant run behind people anymore. I'm tired. I just, want someone to look after me for a change. And god knows I have found that person. I'm just, not going to leave him now.

So life is mixed my friends, for one good thing, at times you have to give up a lot of others, which turns out to be bad.

But then, that is life.