Monday, May 16, 2011

Introspection

Aami bhule jai kake chaitam, aar tui kake bhalo bashti.

So poignant. So soulful. And yet so....unexplainable. This song is making me fall in love with itself. But not being able to explain the insanity is driving me crazy. Sort've like how I am feeling right now. Anger. Rage. Sadness. Jealousy. But why? Can't explain, not to save my life. I am rushing through emotions, 20,000 to a second, and can't take a moment to stop and ask why. I lean on his shoulder, trying to get comfort. But I don't, ever. Neither do anyone's words offer me comfort. Its only me who can comfort myself, and that too, fails. Sigh. And all this for something I didnt even want. Sigh. I shall go back to reading and listening to bong songs.

Ami rakhte chai na aar taar, kono raat dupur er aapdaar

1 comment:

The Immigrant Albatross said...

Try Satyajit Ray movie songs. You'll love.